Saturday, 30 of May.
Its around 2.30 in the morning and with me just the silence of quiet music.....
James Arthur became one of my confident in my world. The same world that i keep open the door, but in the end i should only loose their keys. The door that all the time keeps open for you...for everyone.
I left my country behind, here i tryed to find something diferent, but i keep find the same kind of people, the same mistakes and the same problems.
No one cares, no one wants to hear about my past...no one realize that one day i was happy...happy without any responsibilities.
Time keeps dragging with it a whole past that insists on not let go of me.
I confess that I have not always been the best boyfriend, I know that ... but I was always faithful and i always said i would fail, but meanwhile i always promised you to be around and learn from mistakes.
Today I feel completely lost, I do not know if you continue walk with me or if you walking alone ... slowly you leaving me behind.
More than ever I know what I really want, I want to be with you ...
I do not know what to do at the moment, I want to be with you ... I miss you, I miss your affection or even your touch. I miss feeling your breath ...
I do not know where the future will take us, but if I could dream about him, i would dream about "you and me".
I miss you ...
More than 6 months past since my last walk in here...today this blank page was again my "confident".
